I can make people smile.
I truly want to make the world a better place
I am trying to love myself for who I am and not accept what society drills into me on a daily basis

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Sorry about that this list is harder than i thought it would be.

My voice, my ability to carry a tune and sing :)

The truth is I don't love much about myself, but Im trying to change that. Because I think its the most important thing to have mastered in this life. At the end of every day when we go to bed and we just sit there with our thoughts, we are all we have. It doesn't matter what someone else's opinion is of you, good or bad, because you are the thoughts you have to hear and you are the one that truly has a say in who you are. If you love yourself then, cliché as it sounds, the haters don't matter.

Its a hard journey but the end is worth the difficulty :)

I'll try to find more things I love about myself and update my blog frequently. :D

In the end of the day, the one who has to have the love to see me through, is myself. <3



of course it doesn't hurt to have those special people who help you realize this <3

Prince Ali by Robin Williams



This one was actually quite difficult to choose because well, if you know me, you know that there is almost ALWAYS a song stuck in my head. So I thought about my options, I mean there were so many good ones to choose from. Hell just this month alone I have found myself humming the tune of Tank - the Cowboy Bebop them, repetitively thanks to a certain someone. But then I thought about my entire lifetime of singing and humming and my entire relationship with music and suddenly the choice was quite obvious.

This was a song I sang religiously as a child, along with most other Disney songs. But this one I would sing for hours over and over again, there is even video footage me at age 3 or 4 jumping on a bed at our hotel in disney singing this. And my sister and I would constantly converse with this song using the melody as background for our thoughts which we made fit.

Swimming by Florence + the Machine



The first time I heard this song, I instantly fell in love with it from the first line sung and this song pretty much started my love of Florence as well. I just hear the beat and her voice and this serene, happy, content feeling fills my body.

Self worth. Why is it we are all constantly seeking this. It's no secret that none of us are perfect, yet we are constantly trying to find ways to prove otherwise.

I personally have a huge struggle with this on a daily basis. I find myself constantly thinking of ways I should change, ways I could be better, when in reality, I am deserving enough right now as it is. Thats hard for me to just say right now, so believing it will take time.

I mean, in reality I'm the girl who is constantly comparing herself to the countless others who seem so much better. It's humorous at times to imagine myself doing such when I am such an advocate for equality among us all, but I suppose we are our hardest critics right? I guess I just always feel non deserving of the things that happen to me in life. The friends I have, the love I find, always can do better than myself.

I actually find myself trying to convince others that this is so, just if the possibility that they decide to tell me I'm not good enough arises, I can think well at least I told them first. Its sad.

But, I'm now aware that I am worthy. I have a very special person to me who helps me see this and some very great friends who make me feel like maybe, just maybe, im not the worst person in the history of man. Cause I mean honestly even Hitler was Time man of the year so it has to be me.

Ive come to realize that no matter how we are, even if I was as dumb as a lamppost or as ugly as the old hag in hansel and gretel, I do deserve to feel like I am something and deserving of care and love.

I need to stop comparing myself to others, because me, just me, is enough.

We're a Happy Family by The Ramones



All throughout my childhood if I was in a car with my mom and my dad we were listening to Metallica, The Beastie Boys, or The Ramones. Here is one of the songs I remember most.

Also if you listen to the lyrics its about a pretty dysfunctional family. So it suits :)

Holding Out For a Hero by Bonnie Tyler



I wouldn't really call this a relationship. Lol

It's all coming back to me now by Céline Dion



When I was a little girl, I would dance around my room and sing at the top of my lungs to this song with my sister. I still actually remember a bit of how our dance went.

Now that I've finished my 10 day challenge heres a new one to get started :) A song for every day for 25 day :D

25 Songs in 25 Days
A song from your childhood
A song that reminds you of your most recent ex
A song that reminds you of one or both of your parents
A song that calms you down
A song that is often stuck in your head
A song that reminds you of a best friend
A song that reminds you of the past summer
A song that reminds you of your “first love”
A song that makes you hopeful
A song by your favorite band
A song on the soundtrack of your favorite movie
The last song you heard
A song that reminds you of a former friend
A song that reminds you of your boyfriend/girlfriend
A song that you love singing along to
A song that has made you cry
A song that makes you want to dance
A song that you love but rarely listen to
The first song alphabetically in your iTunes
The last song alphabetically in your iTunes
Your favorite song
A song that someone has sung to you
A song that you cannot stand to listen to
A song that you have danced to with your best friend
A song you could listen to all day without getting tired of